Its the hols. And I am already fretting. About next year. About not being able to finish my homework. About failing my O Levels. I know, its bad for the heart and all, but i am inclined to worry about things that others thought was waaaaaay out in the future. The other day i almost scared myself of what we have to do if the fossil fuel on Earth was used up. No cars. Dang. But imagining chefs cooking cuisines over a small fire pit in restaurants brought a smile to my face.Although the alternative of corn oil rather spoilt the thought a bit. But I am supposed to be happy right? Since I am fretting over lack of fossil fuel. Whatever.
I caught a peek at Samurai7. The first few scenes were already enough to get me drooling. Look at the very first battle at the very first start. OMG.
Ever wondered how it felt like to have no emotions? Feels like nothing. Can imagine everyone going "duh!". But nothing is, in fact, something, as the Buddhists puts it. Maybe you would not want to move anymore, seeing no desire to move. Maybe you could start killing people in your way, without desire to love. Maybe you wouldn't cry anymore, since you have no need to be sad. Maybe you would just suddenly walk off the roof one day, in complete disregard for your own life. Maybe you wouldn't care what anybody think of you, be it asset or liability. Maybe when you are hurt, you wouldn't feel pain. Maybe if you ever talk, all that comes out of your mouth is the pure, ugly truth. Just that. When people look you in the eye, all they feel is the chill within. The infinite chasm. They wouldn't look a second time, because the feeling of pity is too strong for them to handle. Thats why God gave us emotions, desires, be it anger or happiness. Because it propels us to do something, anything about our life.
I don't know, I just got philosophical. So if you want, y0u can ignore the previous paragraph. It doesn't sound like it came from me. Lolz. I even sound like I am preaching. Pretty rare fom me, to "preach" such a long paragraph. Lolz.
I read the Torg Potter series on sluggy.com the other day. A warped parody of Harry Potter. Itz just too funny. The mention of "Hairy Potty and the Chamberpot of Secretions" sent me rolling on the floor laughing. Its a silly little comic which helps in de-stressing. But there is no denying that the artwork belongs to that of a real pro in Western-styled comics. Try it.
Bye Bye.
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*Profile*
NAME: Chua Min Shan Vivien
AGE: 16
BIRTHDAY: 19th September 1990
SCHOOL: St. Anthony's Primary School, Bukit Batok Secondary School, Catholic Junior College
CLASS: 1T22
CCA: Legion of Mary
RELIGION: Roman Catholic
* Loves *
-God
-Chocolates
-Drawing
-Anime
-Dreaming
-Photography
* Anime and Comics *
- X1999
- Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
- Appleseed
- Witch Hunter Robin
- Fullmetal Alchemist
- Bleach
- Spiral
- Shinshi Doumei Cross
- Ouran High School Host Club
- Fruits Basket
- Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicles
- Samurai 7
- Naruto
- Death Note
- Gundam SEED Destiny
- Gundam SEED
- Black Cat
- Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden
- Mai Otome
- Celestial Zone I & II
- Alice 19th
- Mar
- Neon Genesis Evangelion
- Chobits
- Love Hina
- .Hack// Legend of the Twilight Bracelet
- School Rumble
- Sakura Wars
- Celestial Zone 21
- Prince of Tennis
*Online Games*
-MapleSEA
-Guild Wars
* Wishlist *
- iPod
- A trip to the Vatican City
- A trip to France
- A trip to Japan
- A trip to Alaska
- A nice holiday
- Good O Level Results
* Quizilla *
PURPLE:
The colour resembles your inner life very well. You
like to dream about your life and forget the
usual hard world you live in. You like to think
of your own destiny as special and unique, even
though you are as normal as others. Your silent
smile can not be seen by the outside world and
your friends put you off as a mystery. Though
the power of Fantasy is wonderful and very
smoothing you should not forget that the world
you live in is your home!
COLOUR MEANS: dreaming, healing, changes, royalty
and transmutation. But even the mixture of red
and blue can make mistakes like inner confusion
and isolation.
Jewel/Symbol: The Wind and Amethyst
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Your an electric Dragon! Well, Well, Well, Speedy!
Electic dragons are just do darn quick, which
means you must be quick at something. Whether
its running, swimming, or answering questions,
you are super speed. But of course, you have a
craze for video games or computers. You can
play amazingly at any game or at least try to.
Go you!
What elemental dragon are you?
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You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
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Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.
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You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
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You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often
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Pearls
You shed tears of pearls. You are
the definition of beauty. Everyone loves you
because they admire you. You are a goddess/god
among mortal beings. Yet you know better you
know that you are not perfection as they see
it.
If you want I would love it if you
told me what you thought or rated or even
joined my site and posted your result at
What type of tears do you shed? (Girl or Guy with pix) brought to you by Quizilla
The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.
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GREEN
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? brought to you by Quizilla
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)
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Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
girl that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!
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Athena
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Trauma. Poor, depressed child... Something really
bad happened to you... let me give you a hug!
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The Hermit! The card of circumspection,
intelligence and isolation.
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You came from the sky. Your a daydreamer and prefer
to have a good look on situations.
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